anux

I’m told that everything is alright,
But it’s not.
Everything will turn out okay they say,
But it hasn’t.
Wait. That’s all I can do, just wait.
All I can do is wait.
For you to make up your mind.
For you to decide.
For you to pick.

But I can’t wait anymore,
It hurts too much.
I can’t stand seeing you every day.
Watch as you go about your day.
As you ignore me.
How much longer do you want me to wait?
How longer do you think I can wait?
I don’t want to find out.

I can’t do this anymore.
I don’t even know what this is.
So I’m leaving you behind.
Just like you did me.
I finally realized you’re not coming back.
So I’m leaving, not going to bother looking back anymore.

And if you ever do come back
Well I won’t be waiting anymore.

So I have decided that I shall post some of my poems here. Even if no one reads them, they shall still have a place somewhere!

Can I Ask You A Question?

Is it bad that at times I was to yell till I lose my voice?
That I want to hold my breath and never let it out?
That I want to yell and scream like a little child?
That I blame you for everything that goes wrong in my life?
That I never want to wake up at times.
That I hate you?
That I hate myself?

Title: Viva Forever
Author: anux
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Songfic
Summary: Love is forever. Losing it is never easy. Something Draco is learning the hard way.
Warnings: Character Death
Notes: I wrote this about 2 years ago and am not really happy with it but we all have to start somewhere....O.o

Un-betaed.